heartless huh ?

now don't get me wrong, i'm not the heartless bitch you think i am. it's more like the opposite. i am not heartless. in fact, i do. if i didn't, i wouldn't have stayed up all night after my restless day, thinking of all things that i wish could have done differently. 

and if i really didn't have a heart, then why it still hurt so badly wherever i thought about it. i should be tired now then. but truthfully, i haven't, not even once, moved on to forget about it, it’s like still there when it shouldn't be.

once again i just let things be, without fight for it or even say anything to defend and to convince. it's just because sometimes i guess, the silence can bond two people together more than words can.

-the heartbroken heartbreaker -